I jumped at the opportunity to participate in the Forage Center’s field simulation as part of my Bachelor’s to Accelerated Master's (BAM) program at George Mason University. I'm a student in the Carter School for Peace and Conflict Resolution, and  I attended the Forage Center program in June 2025.

Prior to participating, I did not have any humanitarian fieldwork experience. When I joined our first synchronous class meeting, I realized I would be the only undergraduate, the youngest by far, and the least experienced. Therefore, a question continuously rang in my mind, what can I contribute?

I was unsure of my place, abilities, and most of all my words. As an introvert, fighting to find my voice is a difficult challenge that I still struggle with. Despite my concerns, I entered the simulation with the mindset of listening and absorbing as much information as I can.

During the simulation, even though many of my peers had relevant work experience, we had to figure it out together through many conversations. No one had the answers to resolve the complex crisis and challenges we faced. Each internally displaced person (IDPs) we met during the simulation had a unique dire situation. Some of which we had resources to help, others required more complex solutions. We all faced similar questions.

Being around such supportive people helped me find my courage to take on more roles and overcome my initial hesitations. With the overwhelming support of those around me I was able to let go of self doubt. I discovered that I did have strengths to contribute despite my inexperience. I am observant and notice the smallest things. I could take meticulous and accurate notes. My background in martial arts gives me a sense of safety awareness, keeping myself and my peers alert in a disaster setting. I have unique experiences that I can share.

I genuinely appreciate all of the time, thought, care, and relentless effort that the Forage Center put into this meaningful experience and community. As the only undergraduate and youngest participant, I had several doubts coming into this simulation but the Forage Center gave me a sense of accomplishment in myself that I will remember for years to come. I feel proud of myself and my contributions to my team.